"From this point you must cease all masturbation activities unless they are directed by me. This is not negotiable sissy girl. " Then he followed it with a specific instructions of how he wanted me to masturbate.
Arghh maybe I could just finish myself off and start on this afterwards I thought. Who would know? But of course that was not the right way for this sissy. So I decided to make the most of my very first masturbation assignment. Which was to shove three fingers up my ass for a time and then masturbate only using the tip of my pinky on my clit. OMG what a frustrating experience.
I didn't really like having my hand up my ass. I have used toys before and I like them much better. But I knew this was my only chance to cum and I really wanted to cum. I tried rubbing where I think my prostate is with my middle finger. I tried the cum hither motion with my fingers and twirling them around. I was determined to ride it out and as time went on I felt some different sensations in my ass but none of them where an orgasm. While I was doing this I put on a video of Flower Tucci masturbating her ass and decided to keep going as long as she did. In the end she erupts into a wonderful orgasm.
I hoped that by playing with my ass first some magic would have happened back there and it would be easier to accomplish orgasm with my pinky finger. This did not happen. I laid there maybe twenty five minutes slowly circling my clit. Occasionally I would think I was getting there i would tense my pc muscles, relax my pc muscles focus on my breathing anything that i thought would make my body cum. But it wasn't to be. I guess they say the female orgasm is 90% mental. There where moments when it felt like something was sort of happening but nothing crystallized. Eventually my clit got really sensitive and kind of sore on the spots I was rubbing so I called it in. Now I am sitting here in my panties really frustrated, my ass a little sore. I am trying not to get turned on. Usually I masturbate twice or more a day. How am I going to deal with this?
On another note Master wanted me to name my toys. So Thor is the name of my butt plug, a Doc Johnsons medium and Amber is the name of my favorite toy a small black vibrating anal dildo.
